There’s this weird Christian martyrdom culture. We watched cartoons about the Christians being fed to the lions at the Colosseum; I read She Said Yes and was asked to consider what I would say if Eric Harris pointed a gun at my head and asked me if I believed in God (this story was entirely made up, it’s fucked up how Cassie Bernall’s family exploited her for political gain - this is why we have the moment of silence in schools btw); I imagined myself being lead to the guillotine for refusing the Mark of the Beast.
I have beliefs that I’m willing to die for now - but yah know, I’m not celebrating the idea. It’s pretty fucked up and traumatic, and I think my strange quirk is probably the healthiest sexual hang up that could come out of that culture.
There’s this weird Christian martyrdom culture. We watched cartoons about the Christians being fed to the lions at the Colosseum; I read She Said Yes and was asked to consider what I would say if Eric Harris pointed a gun at my head and asked me if I believed in God (this story was entirely made up, it’s fucked up how Cassie Bernall’s family exploited her for political gain - this is why we have the moment of silence in schools btw); I imagined myself being lead to the guillotine for refusing the Mark of the Beast.
I have beliefs that I’m willing to die for now - but yah know, I’m not celebrating the idea. It’s pretty fucked up and traumatic, and I think my strange quirk is probably the healthiest sexual hang up that could come out of that culture.
This is not healthy culture.
I agree with you but I think they were making a naughty joke :)
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