And then you develop depression (and other FUN stuff) and it gets worse

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  • Thorry84@feddit.nl
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    1 year ago

    Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now

    I’ll be starting a new treatment soon (on waiting list), it will be the seventh treatment plan I will be starting and have been getting treatment for over a decade. First suicide attempt in 2009 (man I wish it would have worked).

    I should start the new treatment with hope and optimism, but at this point I feel I tried almost everything and I don’t think it’s ever getting better.

    But hey, maybe I’ll get an aneurysm and die peacefully when I sleep tonight, wouldn’t that be a blessing.