Das mit den 3 Direktmandaten ist halt auch iwie irrelevant. Die Direktmandate kriegen ja nur die mit den meisten Stimmen… Da muss es dann halt echt ne Kleinpartei schaffen, in einem Wahlkreis die stärkste Kraft zu sein… Das geht halt fast nicht von jetzt auf gleich, die Chance dass das ne etablierte Partei wird ist extrem viel höher.
Das geht halt irgendwie nur, wenn ne Partei komplett neue Lösungsstrategie für irgendwas hat, die sonst keiner bisher hat… Aber die meisten Kleinparteien sind einfach bessere/schlechtere/spezialisiertere Versionen von den größeren Parteien… Wenn ne größere Partei das meiste abdeckt, warum dann die kleinere wählen, die eh nicht in die Regierung kommt…
There is no point to living. For every single reason someone found, someone else doesn’t care about that at all. If there is a point to living, we haven’t found it yet.
That said. Try self-improvement. Read about psychology. Analyze your own mind. You might find some stuff pointing you towards something.
For example. Why do you say “I save most of my paycheck. What for? I have no idea” and “I don’t want to travel because it costs money” just a few sentences apart? This doesn’t make any sense. You save money for nothing yet you don’t travel because it costs money? To me, this suggests some conditioning you’re a victim of, something like just following some predefined set of rules because someone (probably parents) once said “you should be saving money” and “you should not spend money on unnecessary things”. But these are just arbitrary beliefs. You don’t have to follow them.
Or. Are you afraid of something? But kinda would like to do it if it wasn’t scary? Go do it. What have you got to lose? Nothing matters anyway, right?
You might just notice if you do these two things, there is actually stuff to live for, you just haven’t found it because you either had social conditioning or fear that stopped you from it.